Who Wants to Read Something Sick? Freestyle!
From the first breath I took inside that hospital room, born at 8 in the morning, outside there’s no gloom cos July heat was sweeping every street like a broom, it defused in the air, in the smog everywhere and something in there infused something in me, cos I burn hot and I burn free! I burn like the bush that would not be consumed I burn like the lake that’ll torture the doomed the damned and the free shut up when they see me I walked into a room, look what happened to the energy I’m like the torched sword God stuck infront of the tree I’ve been infused, being used, got that fire in me and I won’t be scorched, cos you can’t set a jet of flame on fire I leave nothing for the morning, yeah I’m a wolf, I’m desire, but that lust in me gets to clash with who I aspire to be, I make no apology, I’m intense and that’s me when Paul said you should marry if you can’t control yourself I’m who he was talking about, I refuse to gather dust on a shelf I roll like Rambo, I have no appreciation for stealth I speak like I’m in a stage play, every day, I’m blazing with rage or with lust, there’re claw marks all over my cage and I can’t figure out why in this tender day and age God gave me gifts, broke out a key and set me free cos I’m a loose cannon who thinks Satan’s a genius I know that’s a hard statement, you’ll grapple with this but he’s got some serious skill, manipulating our will he’ll get us trapped in the mud, like pigs stuck in some swill but I’m here, I’ll pull you out, I’m kinda big on free will like something that was chained for ages I’m never getting trapped again, got pages from King James, NASB, NIV plastered over my walls, surprisingly I’ve come to find another side to myself the holy spirit lives within me, my moral compass itself and as long as I’m mortal, I refuse to give in my light will not go out I’ll clout the devil over the head there’s nothing he can do to me, Lucci, I’m already dead! Get that in your head, cos you made me wanna die and convinced me I was worthless but now I see your lies and I’m gonna put you in the dirt, this isn’t the end to our love-hate relationship, but I just got my own back, you dummy, you tried to use censorship to cut me off from happiness, but now I’m abandoning the bullship I’ll cast myself upon the waters, I’m not a afraid now, I give you the slip! it reads, dear satan, sorry, but I’m never giving you zip! except lip, you’ve earned it, hey look, my inheritance, haven’t spurned it and it’s been a trip, but now the blood’s done drippin’ from addiction and suicidal depression, I unloaded the gun, so long perdition, now I’m on a mission I should have picked up on it earlier, when I saved those people from dying but both times I did that, I later fell asleep crying no more, you sick freak, begin the mournful sighing cos you’ve seen the last of me, your protégé yesterday’s over, it’s now a different day hey God? You there? Let’s go, got lost in the lovely woods now let’s find the way back to the light that I saw that first day I still steam more than a volcano and my mood still twists faster than a tornado so just point me in the right direction and help me LIVE my life now that I’m outta depression! Cos Kutless was right, miracles DO just happen!